Just a short post before heading back to little one..
We have been up to say hi to Emily this morning. She was half awake and was struggeling, very groggy and she has lost most of her voice, she was very upset and sad and the reason for this is not pain as you might think but withdrawal symptoms, she has been on the meds for so many days now that she feels she needs them. Because of this they will probably keep her in ICU over night, just to make sure she gets through this.
This was actually the first day after surgery that I found it hard to see her, without a voice and struggeling with something unknown...

I will get back to you all later tonight..